How’s Your Esteem?
“Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.”
Matthew 4:1 (NRSV)
Jesus was led by the spirit into the wilderness so that he could face temptation, and it was important that he did so because every human being goes through times in the wilderness. We experience periods when we feel dry and barren and the world seems an inhospitable place to be in. It’s then we are liable to face temptation: The temptation to doubt who we are, and the temptation to doubt who God is.
And these are the two great temptations that Jesus faced. They were temptations about his identity and God’s. Just before Jesus went into the wilderness he was baptised; it was confirmed to him that he is God’s Son, and God is pleased with him. Following this revelation he faced the temptation to doubt whether he really is the Son of God: Satan challenged, If you are the Son of God then turn these stones into bread; if you are the Son of God then prove it – jump off this mountain and God will save you, if he really loves you and you really are his Son. Then Jesus faced the temptation to doubt God’s identity: is God really the giver of good things? The devil offered Jesus all the world has to offer if he would turn away from God and worship him.
These are the temptations Adam and Eve faced: They were tempted to doubt what God said to them and whether his motives were good. Unfortunately they gave in to that temptation. These are the temptations we also face in our wilderness times: To not see ourselves as we really are, and to not see God as he really is. Whatever we experience in our wilderness, we need the reassurance that we are valuable, loved, children of God. In the weakness of our wilderness, our good God meets us and accepts us unconditionally. Adam and Eve lost sight of who God was and who they were. Like them, we can lose sight of these things.
But there was a second Adam—another human being who entered into the wilderness just as we do, was tempted just as we are and was able to overcome that temptation. Jesus offers his help and his understanding to all those who are in the wilderness and are being similarly tempted and are afraid.
So, ask yourself, ‘how is my self-esteem and how is my God-esteem?’ ‘Do I have a self-esteem that knows I am a fully loved, fully accepted, child of God?’ ‘Do I have a God-esteem that knows that God is good, that he loves me and is for me’? There is nothing that all the kingdoms of the world have that could compare to this understanding—don’t let the adversary rob you of it.
Prayer
Father, thank you that you are a good God and that I am your accepted child. Help me to bask in the warmth of our relationship.
Amen
Study by Barry Robinson
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About the Author:
Barry Robinson is an Elder and pastoral worker in the Greater London area, particularly the Camberwell and North London congregations of the Grace Communion International.
Local Congregation:
Grace Communion International Camberwell
The Salvation Army Hall
105 Lomond Grove
Camberwell
LONDON
SE5 7HN
Meeting Time:
Saturday 11 am
Local Congregational Contact:
Barry Robinson
Email: camberwell@gracecom.church